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Keep Pretending

by Borderlines

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1.
Innocence thrives in the first few years, Before oil and gas starts grinding the gears Before there were watches or antennas on rooftops The fires still burned, and the children looked up There may still be places worth a visit I wish I could go there, but I’ll probably miss it There’s too much laughter after these mass killings The children are rapidly losing their feelings I’m sorry Solomon, we can’t save your son He’s just too far gone You’re worried and I understand, but there’s nothing we can do to help this man
2.
The years go by and we’re left with nothing but holding on To days before and nothing more than wondering where we belonged So now I’ve resigned myself to unplugging the cord But even when we try, time still goes by With you tonight, it goes by Let’s run it down, all over town Drive over the hills we knew Like when we had no sense of what we’d eventually lose So now I remind myself to kick in the door Cuz even when we try, time still goes by With you tonight, it goes by Even when we’re at our worst There’s nothing we can say that hurts And I don’t want to admit that it’s worse To be complacent than cursed So now I remind myself to get off the floor Cuz even when we try, time still goes by With you tonight, it goes by
3.
Hold Me Down 02:42
Tear me down if you want, but I know Why they kicked you out of here Tear me down if you must, but I know Why they kicked you out of here I’ve been feeling lonely these days Making up for it in every way I know you can hold me down But could you hold me down If I’m not around I’ve been feeling lonely these days Making up for it in single every way I know you can hold me down It’s all about the lifestyle I have earned And it’s slowly becoming a blur It burns to know that she’s been right here all along And it’s always been about her Yeah it’s always been about her
4.
F.B.T. 01:34
Thrillingly fun the guns start to fire And with a scream of the mums A gravedigger’s hired Her youngest boy dies A life now in ruins in her garden she cries It's those fat banker types in suits With shitty slick hairdos That make me want to puke And they lie to the wives of the guys Who are working the 12 hour day for 6 hour pay Staggering in with the milk and the bread Just enough food to feed their four heads Exhausting the source that keeps us alive Fighting and losing but trying we try Fighting and losing but trying we try Fighting and losing but trying we try
5.
How many hours can I kill in a day? Sinking and turning, keep the distractions at bay It’s okay, at least I’m alive today How many tries do we get at this thing? Take it for granted, take it or leave it they say It’s okay, at least I’m alive today But we were never meant to live like all our dreams came true It's like a manufactured problem but that’s my best excuse Would you believe it too? But we were never meant to live like all our dreams came true It’s like I’ve been waiting for a lifetime and you’ve been waiting too Let me wait with you How many hours can I kill in a day? Sooner or later it’ll catch up with me No way, at least I’m alive today
6.
Too Easy 02:48
Well it’s too damn easy when you lose your mind And things get heavy and you’re tired of trying Yeah you’re tired of trying When you can’t get near it, it might as well call your name As you scream goddammit and give in again And give in again You’ve got to give it time Well it’s so damn easy when you think you’ve won And the days get longer, but they’ve just begun Yeah they’ve just begun You’ve got to give it time Well you say you stopped drinking And you shaved your beard Well the man might like you, or he’ll think you’re weird Yeah he’ll think you’re weird There goes your career Over one bad beer How about that? Cheers.
7.
Pump Me Up 02:29
You left me at home every night What were you thinking? We went out to drinks like you like It's not enough that i’m breathing Pump me up Deflate my time Break me down Remind me that your mine You left me in the dark without a light Now I'm not seeing No match to help reignite I’ve had enough, I’m leaving Pump me up Show me to the door Shoot me down Watch me hit the floor Tie me up Treat me like a whore Break me down I’ll remind you that I’m yours
8.
Trial Run 02:19
Old letters in your wallet And gossip around the office Maybe he’s the one Maybe he’s the one You’ve been wanting this for years Had it before it ended in tears Maybe he’s the one Another trial run Maybe he’s the one for you Don’t get your hopes up baby He’s a smoking gun A literal nightmare You’ll drive yourself crazy One of your biggest fears Had it before it ended in tears Quit waiting around for love And give up now
9.
I know you wouldn’t tell me again And so far we’ve made it wearing a grin You know I won’t fall apart until the end And I know you want me around to watch the mess It took a turn and there’s no going back Ignore the forecast, we’re never in debt It feels like we’re both falling again I hope we’re both falling again
10.
Twenty Four 02:29
Every night we draw a line Between what’s wrong and what’s right You’ve got a different point of view You wanted the world I just wanted you Bring me back years in my mind 24 was such a time Guilted into being true You wanted the world I just wanted you Every night we draw a line Between who’s wrong and who’s right I’ve got a different point of view You wanted the world I just wanted you Bring enough booze for the flight And cigarettes to ease my mind We’ll get out of here just in time We’ll get out of here just in time
11.
Parrott 02:26
The auctioneer raised his voice a bit He pounded on the desk for emphasis The babble of the crowd died down This piece will be sold as is Chip in the side, missing a lid Yeah, it’s damaged. Save the furniture, save the tools Put them back for the use of future fools My garage used be full of shit Funny things I didn’t know what to do with So I threw them away Out back sits a hand built shed Nice work, now the builder’s dead Yeah, it’s still standing Sits at the top of the hill Awaiting our return from hell With open doors And the shows we threw in the basement I’ll never forget Never forget Let’s throw ‘em again
12.
Ratwheel 02:15
I started to pack my things and run away from home I’m bringing the family down all on my own But they were okay with it to see me go The house is on fire now, but they keep pretending Keep pretending Cuz we all know where I’ll end up Deep in a dive bar, buying rounds Yeah we all know where I’ll end up Stuck in a rat wheel out of bounds

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This album is 10 years in the making. It's equal parts existential dread and longing for love. The past, swirling in a beer can, meeting the future unknown and increasingly unlikely. Yet, we keep pretending.

Available now on Hey Pizza Records (LP), Mom's Basement Records (CD) and MBNH Records (Cassette)

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released July 21, 2023

Recorded in the spring/summer of 2022 at Allen Ave. Studios, Portland, ME, and Bottom of the River Sound, Biddeford, ME
Produced by Borderlines with Ben Anderson
Engineered by Ben Anderson
Mixed by Wyatt Funderburk at Nebulon II, Nashville, TN
Mastered by Justin Perkins at Mystery Room Mastering, Madison, WI
Drums recorded by Nick Bilotta
Art & layout by Jon Lewis

Borderlines is:
Matt Anderson - Guitar/Vocals
Matt Grassi - Bass
Andrew Rice - Guitar/Vocals
Mike Sajecki - Drums

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